Jude Mathis (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
actsofconviction) wrote2013-12-29 02:04 pm
actsofconviction) wrote2013-12-29 02:04 pm
[traumaprom]
[The whole world seems to spin around you, colors blazing and swirling, sound muffled—it feels like you're going to faint—
. . .
Seconds later, it's over.
And you're somewhere else entirely. It looks like you're trapped inside a dome of frosted glass; nobody can see in, you can't see out, and should you try to break it, the only thing your efforts will earn you is a bruise.
It's a small space, which you're sharing with one other person—perhaps they're very, very special to you, perhaps they're not. Either way, other than them, all you'll be able to find is a long, sharp knife, and a vial labelled with naught more than a skull and crossbones.]
. . .
Seconds later, it's over.
And you're somewhere else entirely. It looks like you're trapped inside a dome of frosted glass; nobody can see in, you can't see out, and should you try to break it, the only thing your efforts will earn you is a bruise.
It's a small space, which you're sharing with one other person—perhaps they're very, very special to you, perhaps they're not. Either way, other than them, all you'll be able to find is a long, sharp knife, and a vial labelled with naught more than a skull and crossbones.]
DECISION
Re: DECISION
I would grant you enough of my power that I would never be able to see these humans again, if I was assured of their lives and safety.
((OOC: setting back the healing of the human world is a 9 or so; giving up the hope of eventually seeing her party again is a 10. they both stem from the same offer so idk how to count that, really.
…if any of the party reads this eventually: hi! sorry she's offering to undo all your hard work because she loves her humans. 8'Db))
Re: DECISION
I... don't really know what to offer you. In terms of material items, all I have is this necklace. It's probably my most important possession, because Milla gave it to me. Whenever I feel lonely, or doubt myself, or wonder if I have the strength I need to go on, the necklace reminds me of her strength of convictions. It's-- it's something that binds us together, even when we're apart.
But I don't think that's the kind of thing you're looking for.
I'll give up the use of my legs. I won't be able to fight anymore, treating patients is going to be a lot more difficult, and-- well, there's nothing about my life that won't be affected and inconvenienced by this. I honestly don't know how I'll manage, but... I refuse to watch Milla die, and I can't let the sacrifices she's making for me be in vain, either.
((OOC: legs is 7/10 since it complicates Jude's mission to basically save/change the world quite a bit.))